These feelings are never controllable. You stay calm and still there is a lot in your mind. You act out but there’s numbness inside. You don’t feel the way you act and you don’t act the way you feel. And sometimes, things control you. You’ve to be how others want you to be and then you cry it out. Other times, you’ve no idea who you really are and it pisses you off. The feelings about human beings is the weirdest thing. Nobody is completely happy, ever.