Being an extremist is not good. I try so hard not to say words that will take something to an extreme but it happens. I so much control myself and still can’t get through it. I don’t know how I say the words which I don’t even think of and they take things to another level. I just can’t get over it. But I will, some day. Or maybe, they feelings are so intense that I don’t expect bad things happening and they still happen… God, please do what’s best for all. And I know, being an extremist is not at all good. Not even near to good.