This is going to be long (over 1900 words, OMG didn’t plan that). I won’t just summarize it because it’s not easy. We sometimes learn things the hard way and I personally feel like it’s my responsibility to give you all a heads up; the emotional rides that I had gone through all this learning, the times when I had not a single shoulder to cry on, the moments that can’t come back but has left a mark on my heart and it still is dark, there’s more to that. This post wasn’t an easy ride just like the life that we spend. It takes a lot of courage to tell the truth or be honest in today’s world. I had to say it all, without any actual reason. Just feel like sometimes it’s good to say it all loud. So bring in your chai/coffee/water, pizza or a burger and enjoy the roller-coaster ride!